catatan 12 disember

Ku Ada Kamu - Adira AF8

Di kala kukehilangan di dalam kegelapan,
Kausuluhkan sinar petunjuk,
Di kala kukesedihan,
kau ukirkan senyuman,
Dengan penuh sabar memujuk,

Engkau menyambut tiap kali aku terjatuh.

Andai hari esok langit akan runtuh,
Tabahlah menjunjung bersamaku,
Andai hari esok dunia gelora,
Takkan ku gemuruh selagi ku ada kamu.

Di kala aku tak pasti,
Kautampil dengan berani,
Membimbing agar lebih yakin,
Dan bila hidup penuh soalan,
Kau berikan jawapan,
Melengkap semua kekurangan...

Engkau menyambut tiap kali aku terjatuh,

Andai hari esok langit akan runtuh,
Tabahlah menjunjung bersamaku,
Andai hari esok dunia gelora,
Takkan kugemuruh selagi kuada kamu.

Tidak mungkin diri ini mampu,
Hidup tanpa doronganmu,

Andai hari esok langit akan runtuh,
Tabahlah menjunjung bersamaku,
Andai hari esok dunia gelora,
Takkan kugemuruh selagi kuada kamu.

tq for the care, concern, understanding and love. i really appreacite it. TQ Allah for the gifts.

countdown 14 days more

kasih sayang itu percuma namun kasih sayang itu sangat berharga.
beri dan terimalah kasih sayang seikhlas hati
i will insya Allah

hari ini cuti - tiada kerja rasmi. namun persediaan pmr dan spm 2012 sudah mula kulakukan. hambuMu mengharapkan keredhaan dan keberkatan Mu ya Allah.

persediaan 24 disember - ikut checklist, mostly done. tapi dah disub-conkan. again hambaMU mengharapkan bantuan, keredhaan dan keberkatanMU ya Allah.

countdown : 19 days more

kami mengharapkan bantuan, redha dan restu serta hidayahMU ya Allah.

happy birthday Along muhammad hazman bin harun

today is my eldest son's birthday. tq Allah. Alhamdullillah.
Kau berkatilah setiap langkahnya, setiap bicaranya, setiap usahanya dan bimbinglah agar dia sentiasa berada di jalanMU yang sebenar-benarnya. Berkatilah hidup dan kehidapannya di dunia dan di akhirat. Amin

24 days to go

sibuk?

dari celik mata seawal 4.30 pagi hingga pejamkan semula mata pada jam 11.00 malam - ibarat nasi campur or is it better ibarat pecal (sedapnya kuah pecal wak!!!) - banyak aktiviti yang dilakukan. sama ada dirancang atau tidak, sesuatu itu perlu dilakukan dengan bersungguh-sungguh disertai dengan keikhlasan dan niat kerana Allah. kalau tak, sia-sia sajalah.
tugasan rasmi sebagai suri kepada harun nasir, ibu kepada kn, ibu maya kepada along, ky and dik wan, anak kepada ayah dan mak, kak long kepada adik2, mak long kepada anak2 adikku. tugasan sumber rezeki yang hanya tamat selepas 16 sept dan bersambung pula di lokasi lain selepas itu. tugasan 2012 terhadap anak2 4 ikhlas. top of list is tugasan sebagai hamba-MU ya Allah.
sama ada tugasan rasmi, tugasan sumber rezeki, tugasn 2012 atau tugasan2 lain, semuanya di lantai yang sama - bergerak serentak dan sama timbangan.
tapi sebagai manusia yang serba kekurangan, kita mesti pandai bezakan :
imporant and urgent
important but not urgent
nor important but urgent
not important and not urgent
conclusion, tinggal 24 hari untuk pelbagai persiapan. tapi semua tugasan mesti sama timbangan. tak adil kan melebihkan satu tugasan dan mengabaikan tugasan lain. Help me Allah!

countdown 24 december 2011/ 28 muharam 1433

hari ini 3 muharam 1433H.
Tinggal lagi 25 hari. Persediaan?
Sejak 01 Ramadhan, seisi keluarga telah memulakan operasi. Dari selatan semenanjung ke paling utara semenanjung telah diterokai. Dah siap? Tiada jawapan (sebab tiada pengalaman)
Perasaan? Tiada istilah tepat. Gembira, sedih, risau, teruja, berdebar-debar, dll. All in.
Tapi one thing for sure is, kesyukuran berganda-ganda dialami atas segala-gala yang berlaku. Alhamdulillah. TQ Allah. Semakin kita berserah kepada-NYA, semakin banyak anugerah-NYA. What more could i ask for than help us Allah, bless us Allah and love us Allah.

catatan 29 november -change, changing and changes (part 2)

the only way, that most of us can do, is by making changes to our ownself. We are in control of ourself - with Allah wish of course. So, rather than hoping the world to change, let's change ourself and the whole world will change together with us. Insya Allah. Amin

catatan 25 november -change, changing and changes

assalamualaikum.
at this age, many things can be seen and thought. big and small.
everyone, at one time or another, has come to his or her mind to change the 'world'. The 'world' or someone or something that to him or her is not right or not 'nice'. many efforts has been done - tactics and strategies and hard work. if they're lucky they succeed but usually the changes will not be permanent; just for a short while.
we. humans, tend to forget that we are only a human being with lots of weaknesses. who are we to change others or to make others do some changes.
but that doesn't mean that we do not have to make others 'change' to a better person. (to be continued, insya Allah).

this baby elephant was given by my beloved kak yang last year. she cramped it inside her big bag all the way from jakarta and it was a birthday present from her. thank you dear.

17 november 1985 - 17 november 2011

alhamdulillah. thank you ALLAH for the blessed 26 years. and please, for the many more years to come, bless us always. Guide us and show us the most correct and truthful way. Grant us the courage to change those things that we can, the serenity to accept those that we cannot and the wisdom to differentiate one from the other. we only want to love and be loved by ALLAH. Amin

MEDAN TRIP 2

TQ ALLAH. WE'RE GRATEFUL TO BE CHOOSEN AS A MALAY MUSLIM MALAYSIAN SERVANT OF YOURS. AMIN.

MEDAN TRIP

TQ ALLAH. WE'RE GRATEFUL TO BECOME A MALAY MUSLIM MALAYSIAN SERVANT OF YOURS.

my two youngest kid

these two have so many things in similar.
Both have lots of pimples.
Both went to mrsm.
Both love food.
Both like to sleep.
Both are my youngest kid.
and both are having their exam now.
So, to you both ayah and i wish you good luck. do your best for yourself; not for others. Dearest Allah, guide them, help them, bless them and love them always, please. Amin

happy birthday dearest nurul hazwani harun

Alhamdulillah. Terima kasih Allah atas kurniaan-MU 23 tahun yang lalu. Amanah-MU telah kami belai dan didik seperti kehedak-MU. Segala rintangan dan ujian yang KAU beri kami redha. Namun sebagai hamba-hambaMU. hanya padaMU kami memohon. Berikanlah taufik dan hidayahMU kepada puteri kami ini. Berkati setiap langkahnya, setiap denyutan nadinya, setiap hembusan nafasnya dan setiap niat serta amalannya. Bisikkan di hatinya bahawa kasih sayang dan sokongan kami padanya akan tetap menyelimutinya - bukan kerana itu tanggungjawab kami tetapi kerana syukurnya kami atas kurniaanMU itu. Lembutkan hatinya, murnikan tingkahlakunya, gandakan amalannya demi menjadi hambaMU yang cemerlang dunia dan akhirat. Kami redha dengan segala perancanganMU kerana itulah yang terbaik buat kami. Kabulkan pinta kami. Amin. HAPPY 23RD BIRTHDAY NURUL HAZWANI BINTI HARUN.

good luck dear nurul 'atiqah muhammad fadhli

good luck in your pmr 2011. may success be yours. dear Allah, please help her. amin.

good luck to anak-anak 3 bestari semera

after 3 very long years of waiting, 4th october 2011 will be your big day. Believe in yourself - you've done your very best preparing yourself - and trust God - he knows what's best for you.
Stay calm, relax and enjoy every moment during the 'battle'. The battle is to get a better you, not to challenge with others. GOOD LUCK. MAY GOD BE WITH YOU ALWAYS.
VISION 2011 : PMR SASS

COUNTDOWN PMR 2011

04.10.2011
It's only 7 days (net) to go. I believe that all my students are fully prepared for the exam. Good luck. Your job is to do your very best and then leave the rest to God. God knows what's best for you. Trust God and you'll never be sorry.

my son and I

SEMERA Merdeka Raya Celebration 2011
Good luck to Mohan Babu - don't worry. the 7As will be yours.

setelah sekian lama

so many things happened lately. some predictable but many are not. But all are Allah's wish. I sincerely belief that everything that has happened and that will happen - is for my own good. Thank you Allah. Guide me and love me always. Amin